Refreshed

Reached relative house @ 22/01 12.15am

Back to my small room.
It's the only small place I'll have my own freedom

My calendar stopped at 05/01
It's been a while I left here

Flipped it to 22,
Thought lots of things had happened after I left this room
Just like a dream to me
It's the same thought as though I went back to my hometown
Time is always fast during these times

Uncle Alan just tagged me and I saw the word "end"
Suddenly I felt quite sad
Reminds me it's time for us friends to separate

Recently have been thinking how's my friends in Kelantan
Lots of friends kept on messaging me when will I go back

I was thinking why am I had so much friends around still remember me
But I'm not the kind of person that entertains people
I've been usually quiet all the time when I go out with my friends

A few days ago my cousin talked to me
He said something and touched me somehow
Just realized he knows me really well after that

Well 2 more days to go I'll be going back to Kelantan
Can get back to play piano again !

Oh yeahhh.. Forgot to bring my luggage to my relative house
All my clothes are inside
What the hell.. !!

One step, at a time

Why so hard ?

Friend A :"It's not easy to settle it alone now"
Friend A :"Sometimes we do not have choices but to do it alone"

Friend B :"Trying to get what we can and what we want by ourselves"
Friend B :"Unnecessary problem caused us so much unwanted troubles"
Friend B :"These would not happen if we were to have someone who can we rely on"

Friend C :"We know there's different people outside"
Friend C :"But now we're exposed to these insolent people"

Friend D :"Things had gone from bad to worse now"
Friend D :"The stress, the pain"
Friend D :"How bad can this be"



The part and parcel of our life that we're having now
Leaving far away from home and hometown
Still so young and being forced to separated from our family and friends
Just to further our studies, we have to because of this stupid era


Alone
Who can we find for help
Who is willing to help us
Friends?

Unlike last time
No more always-help-you friend that you can find outside
Who can you depend on now?

Being scolded because of minor mistakes
Blamed if expectations did not reached
Hated for your thoughts different from the others
A good old friend from your life would not be like this, would he?
Now who can you trust?

No more thoughts like "'I can sacrifice myself for my friend"
No more things like "Don't worry I'll do it for you"
No more saying like "That's what friends are for"




May God blessed you, my hometown friends
There's no more good life for us now



Friend A :"To kill, so to survive"

Purity