Tired

This time really gotta stand on my own feet
No way that I am a dependent person

To tell the truth
All this while I have been depending on my friends on some stuff since my sec school
It's always
"Aiya, how ah?"
"I'll help you la don't worry"
"eh mafan you or not"
"nvm 1 leave it to me, i know 1"
And eventually things are settled for me, and I'm happy ???

People start scolding me in this mere 3 weeks
It's been a really long time that I've been taught lessons
Can no longer having my butt covered by friends

Maybe it's better to know what's happening in my surroundings
It's time to turn off the "Don't Care" mode



Finally,

Things definitely would start to happen once I go back to my relative there
What kind of shitty problem would I have after that. Haha !

Friends told me these,
"It doesn't matter where you live"
"You know yourself well, and you always leave things for tomorrows"
"How can you think for the others even you can't manage yourself one"
"We all felt stupid for you"

Too bad I don't talk much, I'm a quiet person since small
I hardly tell jokes. I just answer to questions.
And able to enjoy life alone



LOL !!
After all this,
I just found myself how weak am I
haha !